Been working hard..

I'm slowly getting my dream up off the ground.. it's a little rocky right now money wise, but otherwise things are going great! ^^ I've started my charity project for the two organizations I wish to support most. I've got my new camera and I'm heading to Jeju Island this weekend to take pictures. I should be able to get some nice images there!

Dreamstime has been rejecting my images as too common... which is a bit of a bummer.. but I'm not giving up just because of that! I can always sell the prints~^^ Then I get all the profit! My first charity project is already underway. I call the project the Tshirt Teddies Charity Project and the first project is JYJ Tshirt Teddies made from my JYJ Busan Concert T~^^ I'm already 75% done sewing the first of the 3 bears! I'll be able to have them all sewn before the stuffing even gets here. ;)

I can't seem to sleep tonight.. I've got so much on my mind. Stressed cuz of the money strain.. excited for the Jeju trip and the International Boat Show next week. but I think most of all I'm more flustered about the guy I've been talking to all month.... :"> He's funny, cute, charming, and a complete tease! He's constantly picking on me! But he also offers me really good and honest advice, supports me, and allows me to truly be myself. Course he picks on me for it... I'm a little older, so the other day he was calling me Granny.. pfft! lol!!! XD

Then just the other day he started flirting with me relentlessly. Next thing I know he says, "So you don't want to be important to me?" I was trying to get him to focus on his assignment that he had due in a couple of hours... I had told him that the assignment was far more important than me and that I could wait to chat with him later. Then he suddenly says THAT! O_O My jaw simply dropped... I felt like a dumbfounded deer in headlights staring forward blanking without comprehending a thing......

Ha! *shakes head* :) This boy.... he's really thrown me throw a loop. Well.. I'm trying not to think too much about it. We met online and have yet to meet each other in person.. but because of the other day, we spoke yesterday about maybe meeting in the future.. sometime around the start of the new year. Whether he flies here, or I fly there... we haven't decided yet, but who knows? Things may change. I'm not taking this too seriously. For once, I don't feel like I have to hang on his every word or that something is wrong when he doesn't respond. I'm not stressed over him, but he certainly makes me smile~^^

Every time my phone goes off now, I smile and immediately think it's him messaging me. Most of the time it is~^^ Sometimes it isn't.. but eh... He's had me smiling all month. That's really nice. & to not feel any pressure or anything... that's really nice. It's nice to have someone I can comfortably talk to without fear~^^ Anyway.. I'm feeling tired and peaceful finally.. I guess I will try to sleep now.. Good night everyone~